Phobias is such a strange thing to have and also nerving.
Fear is a crazy thing. I have plenty of... Yea it's not fun to have
Makes me feel left out on a lot of things, because it makes me stop from either doing or seeing people..Or just to enjoy something
Some don't have names.. Or none I can find one for..
Traveling:
I have a big fear of driving on expressways/freeways..(not riding if someone else is driving) I always have a fear of my car breaking down, storms, accidents--bad enough to damage bodily harm...
Yea I know ... "Well use a cell" I am not much of a cell person and I always have a loss of directions and what to do in some case scene ... Traveling alone is not fun to me neither .......
Stops me from going places where I want to go.. Even not as far as less than 12 hours away... I wanted to see my online best friend for years... 2 hours away..... I had to end a relation ship besides of certain issues.. I felt like I was not giving my 100% if some one else was coming to get me...
Heck I take the regular streets that take longer to go to the mall which I tried a few times taking the expressways a couple times and timed it and it only took less than 15 minutes..
Mostly afraid of the turn-offs and coming on too... I hate the ones that are like a circle or the ones I call donut exits...
My family wonders why I am... I don't know precisely ....Maybe mostly the exits thing.... I have driven on a few times.... 1st time,,, going an hour away,,,, down poured so bad I couldn't barely see.. If it wasn't for someone else's tail lights... eh..
2nd time... My whole exhaust fell off of my car... Hey, first time it did that.. it freaked me out...
My 3rd time... I got lost for short time and my brakes were worn down.... Next thing I knew next day had to get a whole new brake line.. Guess it was leaking...I was actually alone in the car that time... other times someone was with me.. an ex or my niece...
Last time I tried attempt Some one almost hit me,,
So I have tried....Knuckles are white bones sticking out when I drive..
Right now I just don't trust the piece of shit car that I have....
Other traveling...
Never rode on a train...
Only bus I have taken was on a school bus
My phobia of flying has nothing to do with crashing... It's the time/know which plane terminal where to get off... if i have to go to another and so forth... Never flown by myself either,,, last time was years ago and it was with my mom seeing my brother in Washington(state)
